Category: Relationships

You will love again the stranger who was your self

Love After Love

Derek Walcott

The time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

Against singlism



Single by leosam

Singlism – n., society’s scorn for the never-been-married, unmarried, de-coupled, living alone or not in any romantic relationship.

I found this eye-opening article about society’s scorn for or bias against singles. Even America, the single most powerful and most advanced country in the world, favors the married/coupled population more than the remaining 41% that chose to live life without partners. As a single person who has recently turned 30 and someone who’s been through FOUR failed relationships (which meant that there have been “single” phases in between relationships), I have had experiences when telling others that I’m single left a bad taste in my mouth if only for the reaction or look that I got from people who are so proud to refer to themselves as “in a relationship”.

Don’t take it wrong. There is nothing wrong with being in a relationship. I was happy on certain times when I was in one too. If you are happy in your relationship, then I’m happy for you. If you are with the person of your dreams, well done. You are very lucky indeed.

What’s wrong is being in a relationship just_for_the_sake_of_being_in_one. Maybe that was where I had failed, too. I allowed all these former insignificant others to enter my life, rearrange it, make it spin out of control.

Only last Monday, I decided to back out of a date with someone I could potentially have a relationship with. Perhaps because by the time I reached maturity (I’m a very late bloomer), I realized that not all guys in the world are really worth spending time with, much less giving up the time to do something else productively for. I knew that when I told him I couldn’t make it, he wouldn’t be asking me out again.


We have at certain points in our lives been single too. I had been single on many occasions and I am single now. It is bad enough that society thinks less of singles, and it is worse when society reserves a higher degree of scorn for single women.

But gender aside, here’s a little something the single-bashers should realize: We are okay…at least I am. We are not as f****d up as you think (wish?) we are, so quit feeling sorry for us. We do get asked to dates once in a while, we do attract the right kind of attention from all sorts of people and not just from jerks, we have more disposable incomes, and we are free. If some of us choose to be single after leaving/having been left by our former significant others, that’s because we realize that how we choose to be happy is up to us.

I got this one from a review of the book, Singled Out: How How Singles Are Stereotyped, Stigmatized, and Ignored, and Still Live Happily Ever After

“I have a good male friend in his late 30s. Some people have asked me if he’s ever been married. When I answer No, one of them remarked, “There must be something wrong with him.” Actually, there isn’t. He just doesn’t believe that marriage would improve his life. It’s overrated and not a “fix-all” solution. He likes being single! He’s happy being single. Is that so difficult to understand? Apparently, it is.”

If you are a girl who’s in a real, loving relationship…may your kind multiply. Seriously! It isn’t everyday that you can find a good man to share your hopes and dreams with. Or choose wedding rings with. Or for whose baby you’re buying cribs.

And honestly, who wouldn’t want to be in such a happy romantic relationship that spells “happily ever after”? But if you are in a relationship (perceived or otherwise) with someone who is only stringing you along, take this one for a spin:

“Left to your own devices, you’ll get over it and move on to someone who appreciates you, donkey-laugh and all.

“But the key to recovery is being left alone. And any guy with any shred of integrity whatsoever will respect that. Because, believe me, they may be confused or ambivalent about a lot of things, but there are two things they do know: They know they don’t reciprocate our feelings, and they know that to pretend otherwise is just a cruel and terrible lie.

“So if he’s still stringing you along with a lot of vague promises or relying on you for a surefire ego boost when he’s feeling down, I recommend you give him my book.

“No, not this one.

“The one entitled, Don’t Be a Big Fat Asshole: The No-Excuses Guide to Behaving Like a Decent Human Being.”

The rest is found here.

Help him find the girl of his dreams

Bedimpled illustrator Patrick Moberg fell in love while riding in a train from Union Square to Bowling Green in New York so he came up with this sweet illustration and set up the site, NY Girl of My Dreams, to find her.

NY Girl of My Dreams

Click the image for the larger version. Help Patrick Moberg find the rosy-cheeked brunette who caught his fancy.

This is too saccharine to miss. I am not into this kind of mush, but the world just might learn a lesson or two from the L-train story of this (hopefully not) emo dude…well, he almost is emo…such as taking chances, not letting your nerves get the best of you or being brave enough to approach her and if she thinks you’re a freak, then at least you tried. I hope he finds her and that this story doesn’t launch a thousand copycats. Whether blue gym shorts over blue tights will be the fashion staple for the next season is too early to say, but some people believe that this is a stuff worthy of a romantic comedy movie script or a contemporary dude lit.

Mr. Moberg works for Vimeo, so his boss asked him to be in this video to discuss the NY chick of his fantasies. This is so very Finding Love 2.0.


He found her.

Paghihiwalay at Pagpapalaya

Rebecca Anonuevo

Nais kong wakasan

nang banayad ang lahat.

Walang pamimighati,

walang panghihinayang.

Walang pagsisisi,

hindi magpapahabag.

Hindi mo mahuhulaan

na nagsara na ako ng tarangkahan.

Hindi mo maririnig and ingit

ng bakal sa kadiliman.

Walang magpapalahaw

ng mga aso sa looban.

Ang mga dahon ng bayabas

ay huhugasan ng bahagyang ulan.

Isang kudlit ng buwan

ang ititira sa kalangitan.

Maaliwalas na hangin

ang magdurugtong sa buhay.

Isang piraso ng puso

ang sasambit ng dasal.

Aahon itong pag-ibig

nang marangal at matapang;

Wala ni tilamsik

ng burak ng iyong kalupitan.